Big (little) Day

Tomorrow I go in for foot surgery. Nothing major, just a bunionectomy. I had this surgery on the right foot 7 years ago and I have been putting it off because the recovery stinks. I don't have to recover carrying a baby around this time, but I still have to manuever stairs and driving and...life. Truth is, I am afraid of not waking up. It sounds dumb, but there was a time in my life where I didn't want to be here. Now, I do. I sure hope I've done enough good that it outweighs my negative and I wake up. I am too busy to die now.